من كان لله كما يريد، كان الله له فوق ما يريد
Siapa keadaannya seperti apa yang Allah inginkan;
Allah ada baginya melampaui segala harapan.

I Am A Princess..

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah/ hello reader(s)! ^^

It's been a while since the last time I update my blog entry in English. hee. Yes.. Absolutely you can see that most of the entries in this blog were written in improper use of Malay+English that created something like 'rojak' language. I don't know where all my proper usage of language have gone for the God sake. Forgive me.. Haha. To not delaying, let me tell you the purpose of my update today. In Sha Allah.. =) 

Actually, I've been in the kind of hectic plus //don't know how to describe// situation this lately. Wallahi.. Many unexpected things have happened to my life and I found myself like becoming so freaking weird, deadlocked and many more indescribable feelings that caused me to become even more confuse with my ownself. ==" What is happening to you actually kuishhh? (read: qish) Well.. Even myself also don't get to figure it out. Huh~ Of course I would never let myself to trap in this undefined circle of confusion forever. Hence, I must find the solving and I must motivate myself, to jump into the thought of -- each new day, everyday should enhance your potential and create the new of yourself kuishhh. (read: qish) *again* Haha.

Please qish, just please.. Everytime at the end of the day, you should leave everything to Allah, totally everything.. Hasbi Allahu wani'mal wakeel~ Allah (Alone) is Sufficient for me, and He is the Best Disposer of affairs (for me). And please qish, please hold tightly to this verse from Allah, Say, "Indeed, my prayer, my rites of sacrifice, my living and my dying are for Allah, Lord of the worlds." - [QS 6:162] 

All people should have their memories of life. The memories that all could shape our life and who we are now. The memories that always consist of good and bad -- in which both affecting and determine the coming days and future steps of us. I know that we, the ordinary humans will always wish that the unwanted or bad things that happened, that will then becoming the memories in people's life will simply fade away as the new days come but this is too impossible.. Kun fayakun~ Allah will always let what He wills to happen.. Whatever things happen, there'll be always the reasons. Bi iznillah.. Put that in mind and you'll be good. =) 

Life, have been always unpredictable -- this simple conclusion. As for me, what matter most, always be good all the time. Be good, Lillahi Ta'ala because we're living for Him, to obey Him as His caliph. Let's seek for His blessings and we'll be always happy forever and ever after~ In Sha Allah. Always be confident that our life is more beautiful than fairytales because Allah has planned all the perfect things for us. Be patient and we'll see the outcomes. :D All fully praise to Allah for everything.. Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal~ May He always put us in His protection. Aamiin ya Rabbal alamin~ 

I am a princess. I am brave sometimes. I am scared sometimes. Sometimes I am brave even when I am scared. I believe in loyalty. I believe in trust. I believe loyalty is built on trust. I try to be kind. I try to be generous. I am kind even when others are not so generous. I am a princess. I think standing up for myself is important. I think standing up for others is more important. I think standing with others is most important. I am a princess. I believe compassion makes me strong. Kindness is power. And family is the tightest bond of all. I have heard I am beautiful. I know I am strong. I promise and when I promise something, I never ever break that promise. I am a princess. Long may I live to serve for Allah and family. Aamiin aamiin In Sha Allah..

Hmm. Now I feel really good and I think I'm now okay.. Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah. May Allah ease all my matters and your matters (yes you, that are reading now).. ^^ I think that's all for today's update. Don't know why, everytime when I have my ilham (inspiration) to update my blog, it would always be on Friday. May Allah bless it. Thank you very much for reading.. All the good things come from Allah and the flaws are all from me myself. Wallahua'lam.