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من كان لله كما يريد، كان الله له فوق ما يريد
Siapa keadaannya seperti apa yang Allah inginkan;
Allah ada baginya melampaui segala harapan.

III. [Overlapping]

Dearest immortal beloved,

Even in bed my ideas yearn towards you, my immortal beloved, here and there joyfully, then again sadly, awaiting from His fate, whether it will listen to us. I can only live, either altogether with you or not at all. Yes, I have determined to wander about for so long far away, until I can fly into your arms and call myself quite at home with you, can send my soul enveloped by yours into the realm of spirits — yes, I regret, it must be. You will get over it all the more as you know my faithfulness to you; never another one can own my heart, never — never! O Allah, why must one go away from what one loves so, and yet my life in here. as it is now is a miserable life. Your love made me the happiest and unhappiest at the same time. At my actual age I should need some continuity, sameness of life — can that exist under our circumstances? Angel, I just hear that the post goes out every day — and must close therefore, so that you get the H. at once. Be calm — love me — today — yesterday.

What longing in tears for you — you — my life — my all — farewell. 
Oh, go on loving me — never doubt the faith-fullest heart of your beloved..

Ever thine.
Ever mine.
Ever ours.

Isnin Yang Barokah :D

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Assalamualaikum & hai awak!


Alhamdulillah.. Hari Isnin yang penuh barakah. Syukur yang tak terhingga.. Sejak permulaan hari, Allah datangkan rezeki melalui pelbagai saluran hamba-hambaNya yang pemurah. Yeayy! Tadi naik GrabCar (booking guna MyTeksi), tak perlu bayar apa apa. Naik Vios ke pejabat meredah sesak lalu lintas di KL secara percuma sebab ada promo code. Hee Alhamdulillah.. Bila tiba di pejabat pula, nampak ada bungkusan nasi lemak di atas meja saya. Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal. Rezeki sarapan pagi Nasi Lemak Sotong dari Kak Liza yang sudi belanja.. Murahnya rezeki hamba pada hari ini ya Allah. :') Masuk waktu makan tengahari pula, Kak Haniza suruh orderkan pizza ajak makan sama sama dekat office. Seronoknyaaa hari ini ya Allah. Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal wa ni'mah, wa astaghfirullah min kulli zanbi..


 Sungguh.. Rezeki kita atas dunia ini Allah datangkan dengan pelbagai cara yang selalunya tak terjangka dek kita. Betapa pengasih, pemurah dan penyayangnya Allah kepada kita semua hambaNya. :'D

Dan (ingatlah) ketika Nabi Ibrahim berdoa dengan berkata: "Wahai Tuhanku! Jadikanlah (negeri Makkah) ini, negeri yang aman sentosa, dan berikanlah rezeki dari berbagai jenis buah-buahan kepada penduduknya, iaitu orang-orang yang beriman kepada Allah dan hari akhirat di antara mereka". Allah berfirman:" (Permohonanmu itu diterima) tetapi sesiapa yang kufur dan ingkar maka Aku akan beri juga ia bersenang-senang menikmati rezeki itu bagi sementara (di dunia), kemudian Aku memaksanya (dengan menyeretnya) ke azab neraka, dan (itulah) seburuk-buruk tempat kembali". - [QS 2:216]

Teruskan panjatkan syukur atas segala nikmat keberkatan serta ujian yang telah Allah limpahkan kepada kita. Semestinya, setiap sesuatu perkara yang telah dia tetapkan buat kita hambaNya semua adalah susunan takdir dari Dia yang paling terbaik buat kita. Selalu ingatkan diri supaya jangan kufur nikmat, rajinkan bersedekah serta jangan lokek untuk berkongsi rezeki yang kita peroleh dengan orang lain juga. Moga Allah selalu redha dengan kita, berkati segala rezeki hasil titik peluh kita, rezeki yang orang lain kongsikan dengan kita serta rezeki yang kita kongsikan dengan orang lain.. Moga Allah limpahkan juga lagi rezeki kepada kita semua serta mempermudahkan segala urusan kita yang mendatang.. Aamiin aamiin ya Rabb, In Sha Allah.. 

-سبحان الله الحمدلله لا اله الا الله الله اكبر -

I.


Dearest immortal beloved,

My angel, my all, my own self — only a few words today, and that too with pencil (with yours) — only till tomorrow is my lodging definitely fixed. What abominable waste of time in such things — why this deep grief, where necessity speaks?

Can our love persist otherwise than through sacrifices, than by not demanding everything? Canst thou change it, that thou are not entirely mine, I not entirely thine? Oh, God, look into beautiful nature and compose your mind to the inevitable. Love demands everything and is quite right, so it is for me with you, for you with me — only you forget so easily, that I must live for you and for me — were we quite united, you would notice this painful feeling as little as I should...

...We shall probably soon meet, even today I cannot communicate my remarks to you, which during these days I made about my life — were our hearts close together, I should probably not make any such remarks. My bosom is full, to tell you much — there are moments when I find that speech is nothing at all. Brighten up — remain my true and only treasure, my all, as I to you. The rest the gods must send, what must be for us and shall.

Yours faithfully.
 

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